Need sum advice on my relationship?

I need sum true answers, first I would like to say is I have an good girfriend and she been there for me when I was to my last dime, I cheated on her hitted her I just been mean to her and she still there so wut I wanna ask is I'm havin bad luck now I lost my 1st job bills pillin up **** ain't the same and she still there. So is it cus I'm doin her wrong and she still there. If I stop doin wut I'm doin will I get luck back if I treat her rite. I see its not rite for me to do this. I'm just havin bad luck.Need sum advice on my relationship?
Well, you judged it very early. This is the real fact that works in all our lives. I have ample number of examples from my life that shows that if you do something good, you always will be rewarded, but you do something bad to anyone then you have to pay it somewhere. Believe it or not,but it happens. So, I advice you to regret for all your activites that you did with her, not only that you having bad luck. But as a good human being, if you did mistake then have the gutts to accept it, and rectify it, if possible. GOD rules on our life....and that is True......Everything is visible to him, but sometime we pretend that nobody knows...whatever we do.......Try it....and feel the sense...Need sum advice on my relationship?
Its horrid that you are like that towards her if you want her you should go and sort it out get some help-anger management, Its discusting that you hit a women and if you put yourself in her shoes she prob scared inside. please stop, either tell her to leave you alone or you walk away a women should not put up with that if she cheats on you would you like it?, treat her right and things may get better support each other.